So, the physical therapy is going pretty well, and I just got my set of dilators this week. I have very little desire to use them, and only have one explanation as to why.
I have literally no sexual desire anymore. its all gone, null and void. I don't think sexually, get horny nothing. I used to want to buy sexy lingerie to help me feel sexy and then show off with my boyfriend. but now I don't really want or need any of it. I think it may have to do with my vaginismus.
have any of you had a similar experience? I don't know what to do. me and my boyfriend JUST moved in together (like, 3 weeks ago) and its really scary that I have absolutely no sex drive.
One of my friends asked me if its just that I'm not attracted to him anymore. He has gained some weight and aged a bit, but I don't think that that's the real issue, because its not like I'm fiending for someone else. I think that my vaginismus has lead my body to drop is sex drive. I mean, I'm attracted to him, and other people, but I think its different than other "normal" women. When I find a guy attractive, I like the way he looks, I like the way he moves, the way his body looks, but that is not linked to wanting to have sex with him. not anymore at least.
Does this sound crazy?